i'm at a loss for words in general and i have the most fantastic of headaches. my aunt was in a devastating and bizarre car accident and lost her life after a few days on life support. she was, to put it simply, crushed and dragged. she was 63. i attended the funeral and internment this morning after arriving back to the cities from 'home' (farm country) just yesterday. i am mentally and physically drained but feel lucky enough to have had the opportunity to say my goodbyes at the hospital. pictured above: my feet. i have no idea how to dress myself properly from the knees up. it works.

i am still unsure how to use this blog now as my biggest desire is to lay in bed eating shortbread cookies until something really cool happens. we'll see how that works.